Before photography, I was an Occupational Therapist in the US Army. My days were structured, ripe with the purpose of rehabilitation, and always in a state of forward inertia. Simultaneously I was becoming a mother. For years I tried to hold both worlds - ambition and presence - always in search of the perfect balance. However finding balance was becoming increasingly challenging as our family grew. Eventually, I began to realize that the life I had worked so hard to build was asking something different of me.
After three children, life became beautifully, undeniably full. With both my husband and I balancing careers alongside the needs of our growing family, it became harder to give both our work and the kids the time and attention they deserved. When my middle son was diagnosed with dyslexia and began struggling at home and in school, I knew something had to change. Prioritizing the needs of my family, I stepped into a season of pause—intentionally slowing down to be more present for my kids and my family. I knew there would always be time for work, but only one chance to navigate this season with clarity and dedication. Prioritizing the needs of my family, I stepped into a season of pause—intentionally slowing down to be more present for my kids and my family.
After a while, I began to realize how much meaning I derived from my work—and how much I valued having an identity beyond motherhood. But work, at least in the way I had always known it, was no longer working for our family. I started to wonder whether meaningful work was still possible in this season, just in a different form—one that came at less of a cost to the people I loved most. I wanted to create something that offered both: personal fulfillment and the flexibility to show up for my family when they needed me. Taking a pause gave me the clarity to imagine work differently and, ultimately, to design it around the life I wanted to protect. That became the foundation for Cesura Studio
Cesura means "a pause." It is a term used to describe an intentional break for emphasis in poetry. A deliberate breath between moments. Taking a pause not only gave life to my business, it helped to define why this work is meaningful to me. Not only was a deliberate pause meaningful in my life, but it was symbolic to the art of photography. First, there is the pause required to create the image. In a world that constantly urges us toward the next task, the next milestone, or the next season, a photograph asks us to slow down. To notice. To connect. To be fully present for just a moment. Then there is the pause the photograph creates. Long after the moment has passed, a photograph preserves it—holding a child exactly as they were, or a season of life that quietly became a memory. It allows us to return to moments that would otherwise continue slipping forward with time.
That philosophy is the foundation of Cesura Studio. In my experience, I've found that the greatest clarity rarely comes in the rush. It comes in the pause—in the moments that invite reflection, reveal what truly matters, and allow us to move forward with greater intention. I believe photography has the power to create those moments, both while the image is being made and for years afterward, each time it's revisited.
As I experimented with different genres of photography, I kept coming back to portraiture. I realized that what drew me to photography wasn’t simply creating something beautiful—it was the human connection behind the image and the opportunity to preserve something meaningful about a person in a particular season of life. Motherhood made that especially clear. Watching my own children grow taught me just how quickly one version of them gives way to the next, and how deeply I wanted to remember each of those fleeting stages. At the same time, becoming a mother reshaped my own identity. I began to understand the importance of seeing myself not only as a mom, but as a woman with ambitions, ideas, and work that mattered to me. Being photographed in a way that reflected the person I wanted to bring forward gave me a confidence I carried into other parts of my life. That is what ultimately drew me to photographing children and women: both are portraits of becoming—of preserving who someone is in this moment while honoring who they are growing into.